how did i get here?
not physically here on this earth, or here in north carolina.
but how did i get to where my heart is now?
and why am i so dysfunctional in relationships?
i don't intend on hurting anyone or being hurt myself,
and yet here i am - breaking someone's heart and feeling broken myself.
do i jump too quick. irrationally.
or am i just broken to the point of not knowing how to function.
am i simply incapable of wisely opening my heart to another person?
or am i just too unsure of myself to know how i feel?
i have been burned so many times
part of me wonders if i have locked my heart away
to avoid being hurt again.
i don't want this to be true.
but i want to be sure when i do put my heart on the line.
and right now i'm not.
my question for my heart is
will you ever be sure?
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